My Heaven

       I bet we all have our thoughts about life after death...if your like me, you have them EVERYDAY, now don't get me, wrong I'm NOT suicidal or anything. I love life and I've very appreciate of my blessings and my shortcomings. I just like to reassure myself that tomorrow is never promised, and when my day comes I won't be scared. I picture "My Heaven" to be the most serene and majestic place I've ever seen, and ill know where I'm at because I've been there. I'd have the most amazing memories there, with my family and loved ones. Of course my dogs I've lost before will be there, my family, the family I've yet to have and friends I've yet to meet. I will occasionally come back and let my presence be known, but you'll know its me, when a random memory of us comes along, or you hear a song you might have heard me sing. I'd like to come back as Rainbows just because of my optimistic outlook on life and how I always see the rainbow at the end of every storm. I don't know what inspired me to write this maybe the movie? But if ever I touched YOUR life, and I can leave a "physical thank you" for letting me be part of a memory, part of laughter or a smile on your face.

And if ever I caused hurt,pain or any insecurity I apologize I know not to hold grudges so I carry no burden.<3

My life is blossoming in the most amazing way!

Wow its been a while since I've blogged, but today is the 9th of August of 2011.
At this point I love life and EVERYTHING it brings. From its trails and tribulation to its greatest blessings and joyful moments.

Life as independent "young adults" has been VERY challenging, we struggle here and there but we are overcoming many obstacles. we recently started going back to school. we are going to be Phlebotomist I'm so excited!.I miss the experience itself of going to school, the homework, the note taking the test!.Everything is falling into place for us.I am a very spiritual and i pray constantly when i know things are getting too hard for us. My life has its ups and downs but i wouldn't ask for anything other then the one I've been blessed with<3.

"Love"

I am quite a fool for love, in all the groups of friends that I've had in my life, I've always been the hopeless romantic...I love LOVE! I love everything that comes with the title,

there's Way more to love then just hugs and kisses and saying I love you...its SHOWING You love someone.Its understanding that one must make sacrifices for themselves and for the greater good of the one they love. Its having big dreams of how to prove to the world that the one person you love means thee world to you. its having passion for one another not just lust...yearning to see someone to utter the words of "I love you" to not just to that person but that persons eyes so you know they feel what you feel. LOVE is not having to explain what love is because the one who truly loves you needs not explanation, because when its love you just click and everything falls into place like rain drops to the floor<3 love is beautiful. true love makes you feel like your in a fairy tale and every time you touch you lose your breath just a little.

Love is gods way of letting us know he's here...its beautiful its inspiring its the one emotion that reminds us that we are human. it brings the most senile of people together<3 I love, love.

and when I can no longer physically express that emotion I hope that all who I've loved still feel my presence cause its with warm love that express I my presence<3