My Heaven

       I bet we all have our thoughts about life after death...if your like me, you have them EVERYDAY, now don't get me, wrong I'm NOT suicidal or anything. I love life and I've very appreciate of my blessings and my shortcomings. I just like to reassure myself that tomorrow is never promised, and when my day comes I won't be scared. I picture "My Heaven" to be the most serene and majestic place I've ever seen, and ill know where I'm at because I've been there. I'd have the most amazing memories there, with my family and loved ones. Of course my dogs I've lost before will be there, my family, the family I've yet to have and friends I've yet to meet. I will occasionally come back and let my presence be known, but you'll know its me, when a random memory of us comes along, or you hear a song you might have heard me sing. I'd like to come back as Rainbows just because of my optimistic outlook on life and how I always see the rainbow at the end of every storm. I don't know what inspired me to write this maybe the movie? But if ever I touched YOUR life, and I can leave a "physical thank you" for letting me be part of a memory, part of laughter or a smile on your face.

And if ever I caused hurt,pain or any insecurity I apologize I know not to hold grudges so I carry no burden.<3

My Bucket List

1. -skydiving
2. -snorkeling somewhere foreign(check)Cancun and Oahu Hawaii<3
3. -scuba diving
4. -travel to Europe
5. -fall in love,in Venice Italy
6. -climb a crater(check)Oahu Hawaii<3
7. -visit Atlantis in the Bahamas(check)Disney cruise last year 2009<3
8. -go to Puerto Rico. 
9. -go to Disneyland in Bangkok.
10. -para sail (check)Oahu Hawaii
11. -laugh until I cry (accomplished many times<3)
12. -party all night long(literally like from 6pm-6am)
13. -swim through caves in a rain forest(check) Xcaret Cancun
14. -see the Mayan ruin(check) Chi-chen-itza Cancun
15. -taste alligator meat, gross but I'm down.
16. -visit Disney private island(check)
17. -visit pearl harbor(check)Oahu Hawaii
18. -swim with sea lions(check)puerto vallarta Mexico
19. -swim with dolphins
20. -jet ski in the sea of cortez (check) puerto vallarta Mex.
21. -make a difference in a foreign country, I.e feed the homeless, take clothes to needy children<3.
22. -GO TO TAHITI!!!<---must do definitely.
23. -see a black bear up close(check)b.c Canada
24. -visit new york city<3
25. -experience a white Christmas
26. -ride on the polar express<3(check) Sedona Arizona.
27. -visit Juliet's(Juliet Capulet) house in Verona Italy<3
28. -Get a tattoo!(Check) "Sweet Dreams" 01-22-11
29. -Get Married!
30. -visit India
31. -Help someone make a life changing Decision on a positive note!
32. -HAVE A BABY!
33. -HAVE A LIFE CHANGING BONDING EXPERIENCE (With At least 3people)
34. -Go on vacation with 4 of my closest Girlfriends<3

And many more will be added to the list, I'm open to suggestions<3