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Monday, June 27, 2011

"For You Mommy"

"Super Mom"
Mom, you're a wonderful mother,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.
You're patient when I'm foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you can do most anything;
You're the master of every task.
You're a dependable source of comfort;
You're my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.
I love you more than you know;
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers,
You'd be the one I'd select!
By Joanna Fuchs

"Mother Daughter Relationships"

Mother and daughter relationships are complex because the daughter looks to her mother as a role model of what a woman is. As she grows up and sees other woman who live their lives differently, she chooses between imitating her mother or other significant influences in her life. As an adolescent she may come to look down on her mother and think that other woman are much better. Of course she is not a fully grown woman so she does not understand the challenges and choices that her mother faces. It is only when she herself becomes a woman that she can fully appreciate her mother.


"Giovani"

So 6 years ago I had a mad crush on Giovani. little did I know I'd be falling in love with my soon to be best friend.I knew nothing about this guy.who he was where he came from or what he'd,done, I didn't care.I fell in love with the boy he was and the man he came to be<3. I thought it would just be a h.s fling but we've grown up together and experienced the best of times and the worst of times TOGETHER and for that I adore him he's the common sense to my stubbornness and I'm the smile to his frown<3. we've seen the beauty this world has to offer and plan to see more of it. I love how we make the most of any situation whether its chillen in the living room with absolutely nothing to do or relaxing on the white sand beaches of Disney private island, we are very blessed for doing the things we've done as a couple.He knows that my family is always there for him whenever he needs anything,simply because he's always been quick to give of himself when needed<3 if anyone has been blessed with this mans presence in life then they'd know what I'm talking about. I Love you baby don't you ever forget that, but damn I continuously trip out on how we got from 14-20 and 16-22? Damn we're getting old lol<3
                                                      

"Just Venting"

Not that he's my heroe, he's definately not a role model and maybe he isnt something i want to tell my kids about but, but im only human and i miss my Daddy sometimes i wish he'd understand that nomatter what i could've said or done for him to have changed his ways back then im grown now and if he should eveer deside to come back into my life, i hope he has an explanation because i've been through alot of shit that i could've had a "decent" fathers advice with.i've been volnurable to boys and had my heart broken a couple times to many. sometimes i like to think that if my dad was around (and different that is) i just might be a little stronger i just might not need a man in my life, that all i'd need is my daddys love but if a girl cant trust her daddy who can she trust? see thats where he fucked up.he didnt realize the impact he'd have on being such an ass to the people who gave him what he NEEDED but instead he left because he didnt get what he WANTED. in the end it all falls together like pieces of a puzzle and what happens happens and like i said he better have an explaination for why he left .......but till then........i miss you dad.